Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Reflections of a Blog


Honestly, when my instructor announced early on that we would have to keep an “online journal” (blog) I believe my palms got sweaty and anxiety set in.  “OH NO...not a technological requirement!!!” That was my initial thought response.

When we met over in the computer room to get our blogs set up, I had already done some of the primary investigation at home because I was still freaking out.  And setting up and designing my page was a bit clunky because I had to keep stopping to ask for help.   

However, once everything was in place and I got comfortable with making my way around the webpage, it shifted.  I found the blogging exercises very valuable and this ended up being one of my favorite parts of the class.  So much so, I started another blog! 

Simply put, I am happy and grateful to have had the experience!

Multi Media and Me


I would like to get more specific with regard to what I mused about in my essay entitled “Tweeter or Twitter?”.  That is to say, be explicit as to my partial incompetence, or love/hate relationship, if you will, with technology.


Let’s start with the good old computer.  I have a laptop now.  But honestly, it took years to get me off of my desk top.  Type on that little keyboard, are you kidding me?  In any case, here I am, typing away...progress right?  Maybe...check out this picture of my outgoing email screen...

I cannot for the life of me figure out how to take the paragraph and space indicators off of my outgoing email screen...FRUSTRATING!  (p.s. this is just one of many issues that I have with my computer!)


Let’s talk iPod now.  Here’s a nice little photo of the Nano version that I have had for at least four years now.  If you look closely you will notice that the ratio between the total capacity and availability is very small considering the length of time that I’ve owned it.  One reason (problem) is that since I’ve moved my iTunes from my work computer to my laptop, I can no longer download music onto my iPod.  Why?  I have no idea AND apparently I don’t have enough interest to actually contact Apple about it, because that was well over a year ago! LAME! 




Check it out...my iPad!  How cool is that?  Not so much...the total capacity is 29.0 GB yet I still have 25.4 GB available and believe it or not (and by now I know you do), I’ve owned this little number for almost 2 years! (don't judge me)


  Moving on...here's me and my new iPhone.  Now ask me about all of the fancy shmancy stuff that it does...
Yep! You guessed it...I don't really have a clue!
(At least I know how to work the camera!)

This next picture is of my backyard. I included it because, well...it’s amazing and because I’d rather be pulling out weeds here than pulling out my hair trying to figure out what is what in the wonderful world of technology!

Thursday, May 3, 2012

My Movie Review

Last Friday night my husband and I cozied up on the couch to watch Rachel Getting Married.  It was written by Jenny Lumet, directed by Jonathan Demme and starred Anne Hathaway and Rosemarie DeWitt.   This movie came out in 2008.   

A friend of mine recommended that I see it a few years ago.  I had forgotten about it until last week when I was surfing through the movie channels, so I recorded it.  

This is a drama about Kym (Anne Hathaway), a young woman coming home on a weekend pass from rehab for her sister’s (Rosemarie DeWitt) wedding.  It is a heart wrenching and complex movie that focuses on addiction and its effects on Kym and her family. 

The relationship between Kym and her sister (Rachel) is strained, to say the least, due to all of the energy that Kym sucks out of their family’s life, specifically from their father.  Rachel’s resentment and identification of the “elephant in the room” pours out during a time that should be reserved for joy and celebration.


Ultimately, Kym is tortured over tragic destruction done while she was under the influence.  At one point in the film Kym says, in a 12 step meeting; “I struggle with God so much, because I can’t forgive myself.  And I don’t really want to right now.  I can live with it, but I can’t forgive myself.  And sometimes I don’t want to believe in a God that could forgive me.”, This was an emotionally charged scene and created in me much empathy.  Her pain and struggle to connect with a way of life that could allow her to have the peace that she so desperately sought through her addiction was out of her reach.   

It was often uncomfortable and sometimes tormenting to watch Kym's lack of emotional stability in action. And although this movie was not based on a true story, it is a true story, for many people. The realities of the havoc addictions inflict on the addict and people in their lives, are irrefutable and shows up in this achingly real-life synopsis. 
While I do give this movie a “thumbs up”, it is definitely NOT a good “date” or snuggle on the couch flick! 

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

My Mama Always Said...

Metaphors and Similes are great way to get people to think, relate and expand. I like that we are discussing them this week in class. 
I have never been much of a writer.  In fact, I do not journal much and haven’t been engaged in many situations that require thought provoking writing.  I do, however, believe in the healing properties associated with all types of writing.   

My personal desire is to write a book someday.  In order to do so, it is clear that getting really comfortable with metaphors and similes, amongst other literary devices, will be essential.  I enjoyed having to come up with similes and metaphors as our homework on Friday because it caused creative juices to flow as a result!

Metaphors and similes make reading interesting and add color and imagination.  There are many that have become so famous that you would automatically know where they came from when you hear them. Let’s look at a few... 

Literature....
            All the world’s a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances
~Shakespeare
Music....

TNT...I'm Dynamite!
~AC/DC
Film....
            Life was like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re
            gonna get.
 ~ Forest Gump 

These "samples" are an infinitesimal example of how metaphors and similes are used in our life.  In poetry and lyrics they are a necessary part of the landscape.  The use of these devices requires you to investigate meaning and in doing so, may allow you to connect on a deeper level with yourself and the world around you. 

I need to get going now...time is money! 

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Want to Watch a Horror Movie? Watch the News Instead!





I chose the comic in What Matters In America, on Page 172 under Visual Connections; It's a Scary World . It is from the"Zits" comic strip by Jerry Scott and Jim Borgman.  The first scene in the strip shows Jeremy's parents in bed, but not tired.  They decide to turn on a little TV and watch the news.  In the next scene the stories begin, all bad news! The next two scenes continue until they've heard about Drugs, AIDS, teenage alcoholism, gangs, murder, traffic fatalities, on and on and they are practically hiding under the sheets!  The final scene depicts Jeremy's parents in his room, on his bed, with Jeremy on their laps.  Jeremy says "This better have a really good explanation, ore be a reeeeally bad dream". 

I wish I could find this comic online. It was a humorous way to portray how the news that streams from the "tube" into our minds can create all kinds of negative thinking and paranoia.  It also takes a swing at the fact that much of the "news" that we watch on television is generally bad news. 


This next cartoon, "FREEDOM of DEPRESS"! (love it!) I initially found searching Google.  It came from the website www.tvneweslies.org.

It is basically sharing the same message as Zit's comicstrip as to what we can be sure to see and hear when we turn on the news.  Yikes! 

This one picture is showing a person being scared right out of their "easy chair" while watching a TV news program.  The anchor of the news program is a big scary mouth shouting out all of the horrid things that are going on in the world.  And based on the caption of this comic, you are free to be depressed before it's over.

This is exactly why I don't watch the news!

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Individual Novel Review


I chose to read Balzac and the Little Chinese Princess, by Dai Sijie, translated from the French by Ina Rilke in 2001 and published in 2002 by Anchor Books.  This book had been lingering on my bookshelf for the last four years until just a few weeks ago.  I am grateful to have had this assignment because it forced me to read it sooner than I otherwise would have.

Balzac and the Little Chinese Princess is the tale of two precocious teenage boys during the Chinese Cultural Revolution in the early 1970’s.  The narrator is the youngest of the two boys (only by one year), but he is never called by his name nor is it mentioned in the book.  His best friend and the other main character, is named Luo.  In this story, the boys are considered by the standards of the then Communist leadership to be “intellectuals” and are sent to a remote mountainous area called Phoenix of the Sky for the purpose of being re-educated.  It is called Phoenix of the Sky because of its extreme elevation and any sign of modern civilization is a two day walk over “rugged mountain terrain” (page 11).  

The boys are forced to perform hard labor on a daily basis until the headman of their village realized their innate gift of storytelling and reenactment.  This gift, along with the discovery of a secret suitcase full of banned books offers them the opportunity to make the acquaintance of and build a relationship with the beautiful and very curious Little Chinese Seamstress. 

The author masterfully takes you on this journey through the eyes of an inexperienced teenage boy who has been removed from his family with no real hope to ever return.  Along with the main characters, I experienced the courage to make the best of dreadful circumstances, the angst of forbidden love, the loyalty of friendship and last but not least, the power of the written word.

The narrator explains his experience of escape through reading the banned literature of Balzac best with this quote; “Picture, if you will, a boy of nineteen, still slumbering in the limbo of adolescence, having heard nothing but revolutionary blather about patriotism, Communism, ideology and propaganda all his life, falling headlong into a story of awakening desire, passion, impulsive action, love, of all the subjects that had, until then, been hidden from me.” (page 57)

I was quite taken with the author’s poetic writing style and detail.  Although this is a work of fiction, the author himself was “reeducated” during the early 1970’s and therefore, for me, that offered some “reality” to the reading experience.  This story really drove home the importance of steadfastness, courage and just how significant literature is to us as human beings and was very powerful for me.   

It is an easy read at only 184 pages and I highly recommend it!  Be sure to let me know if you do (or you can borrow my book) so we can talk about the ending...




Tuesday, April 10, 2012

The Tribe "Vibe"


I tend to want to do things my way and in a timely manner.  Okay, so I’m a bit controlling.  That said, initially I was daunted at the prospect of working in a group on our first presentation for “The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian”.  I had thoughts about whether everyone would show up, do their part and do it right (my way).  As it turns out I was put in a group of people that were all willing to do all of that (with the exception of my way).  Everyone brought great ideas, talents and willingness to do their best.  It was easy to agree on times and places to meet because everyone was only interested in getting the best grade possible.  This experience put all of my (false) concerns to rest.  I am excited get started on the next presentation and am very grateful to be working with the same group!

That's a Personal Question!!





Does money equate to happiness?  In the essay “Measuring Success” by Renee Loth, she investigates her own thinking around success and happiness.  In her writing, it is clear that individual experience is the only determining factor needed to define personal success.  There are many different ideas as to what success or happiness is.  It is likely there are as many as there are people on the planet! 

We happen to live in a society that is materially driven and so we can get caught up in looking to what success or happiness is “supposed” to be rather than determining for ourselves through our own experience.   My favorite line in this article is “The drive to succeed keeps us focused on the future, to the detriment of life in the moment. And the moment is all we ever really have.” (page 273) Powerful!  If you believed that this moment is all there is, what will you spend your time doing?  Chasing money?  It is obvious that Ms. Loth has had enough life experience to recognize what is really important to her.  Perhaps that’s just it!  Live in the moment, get to know yourself and what you value.   Eventually, through your own experience you will know for yourself if money equals happiness.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Censorship or Self Management – YOU Decide!





Our reaction to the “you decide” online practice was mixed.  We found it difficult to determine where the line is in relation to violent video games and “real life” violence as a result.  The picture that was chosen to represent the webpage did not display violence beyond what you would have found in an old Batman cartoon.  Nor did it appear to be inappropriate or gross.   Working with a partner and coming to a decision regarding the image did not feel any harder than working alone.  However, the difficulty was trying to decide if violent video games are a real threat and how they may connect to violence in our culture.  

Ultimately, we decided that the image was acceptable and appropriate for the websites’ homepage.  We also came to the conclusion that censorship of an art form is not necessarily the answer.  Our real opinion is that it is up to the individual and/or parents to take responsibility for monitoring the level of violence that is viewed and to know its consequences, if any.  If you or your child(ren) are negatively affected by this type of material, then you will know what to do!



My Opinion:

 I believe that video games are most definitely a form of art.

The images that I viewed are not ones that I would want to view more than once, and found some offensive, for me.

 I did not find it too difficult to determine if the image belonged on the homepage.  It was more confusing because I don’t necessarily believe that specific image was representative of the type of graphic violent games that are in question. 

The quotes on the website intrigued me more than anything else, mainly because they were interesting perspectives, but that was it.  I am still unclear where I stand on this issue, and would need some actual statistics and facts to sway my opinion one way or the other.  Regardless, I will always rely on self management and what works for me personally.  And personally, I prefer not to focus on blood, guts and death, art or not.

In other words, I'll take this ...
Papa Cover Art
Over This...
ALWAYS!

What about you?...

Monday, March 12, 2012

Leading a Double Life?


In the novel, “The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian”, by Sherman Alexie the main character, Arnold “Junior” Spirit leaves the reservation school to attend an all white school twenty miles away. 

"Junior"
On the “rez” he has always been known as Junior. His whole life has been spent in a very tight community wherein he has frequently been seen as someone with deficiencies and medical issues. 

Going to a new school opened up the opportunity for Junior to become his own person.   At his new school, he is using his birth name, Arnold. He quotes in the book that he “felt like two different people inside of one body”. It is as if he has a double life, one which honors the traditions and way of being on the reservation and the other is where he can become the person he wants to be rather than what is being dictated by his circumstances.   In my opinion, he is beginning to identify with the individual, capable and confident part of himself (Arnold) that he feels he can only be when he is not on the reservation.  

 
"Arnold"

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Hope or No Hope? That is the Question.








This cartoon is on page 43 in the novel, “The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian” by Sherman Alexie.   This was the first drawing that Arnold drew after having a conversation with his geometry teacher, Mr. P.  The drawing illustrates his very first notion that leaving the reservation was even an option.  The idea of hope being a possibility for him or his people never occurred to him.  This cartoon depicts him standing at the “crossroads”.  One direction is the familiar, yet unbearable reality of staying on the reservation for the rest of his life.   The other direction, which he is facing, is the idea of hope.  There are several question marks on the lower arrow.  They appear to relate to Arnold’s inability, at that moment, to even visualize what hope looks or feels like.  The cartoon makes it really clear that the reservation is a place where hope will never exist.   
I chose this cartoon because I love it when I or someone I know has an epiphany.I believe Arnold had an epiphany as a result of the conversation with his teacher and that is what this cartoon represents. 

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Sex Sells Baby!


In this ad, a very beautiful, stylish and sexy Madonna is washing the dishes and talking to someone.  It is not clear exactly what product she is promoting (I’m assuming it’s the dress), but it is intriguing.  In my opinion the ad could be successful simply because Madonna, the music icon is in it!   

She appears to be way overdressed for doing all of these dishes.  The ad seems to portray the idea of sexy no matter where you are, even doing housework!  It’s as if what ever they are selling will make you glamorous. 

If Dolce and Gabbana was not plastered across the bottom of this ad, I would not have a clue who was selling what!

If I was leafing through a magazine I might stop and read the ad.  I find Madonna intriguing and for goodness sake, she looks amazing! 


As far as D&G’s reputation as a creator of controversial or sexist ads, I’m not sure that is what I’m getting from this specific ad.  To me it speaks more to the fact that we all sleep, cook, eat, go to the bathroom and do dishes!  Why not look amazing all the while.  It also says that this powerhouse of a celebrity is just like us and perhaps we can be more like her.  I suppose this ad can also be portrayed as sexist.  The fact that the ad is in black and white and has Madonna wearing a leopard print dress could be retro.  It could be revisiting an era where “women belong in the kitchen” and should look good for their man at all times.




The next ad I analyzed is for Stolichnaya Flavored Russian Vodka.  I couldn’t find the image online and finally gave up looking! 
This ad portrays two women sitting at the bar with their cocktails...which I assume are flavored vodka drinks.  One woman is blonde and one is brunette, which implies “different flavors”, as the vodka maker is offering.  
The target audience for this particular ad, most likely are men (and possibly some women), probably from their mid 20’s to late 30’s.  I would expect to see this advertisement in men’s magazines like Maxim or Playboy.  I think the ad is effective in its promotion of perhaps an “alternative” lifestyle and how serving flavored vodka could aid in the possibility of making it happen. 
The women in the ad have a look on their face as if they’ve got a little secret that they’d like to share.  The look also presumes that the secret is something they want to show whoever they are looking at.  The implied lifestyle is that of an alternative sexual lifestyle.  The ad appears to promise that if you are interested in this type of lifestyle, that this vodka will help you to have it, because variety is always good. 
The text below the picture; “To variety.  If you don’t experiment, how will you know what you like?”, says to me that variety is the spice of life, in all aspects!  I think this text is directed to the reader and the picture serves as a visual aid showing the reader what is possible.  I presume the reader to be male for the most part.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Anxiety Over Authenticity?


In Kate Beals essay, “Faceless on Facebook”, she shares her apprehension about setting up her Facebook page and the associated “anxiety” about how she wants to portray her “online self”.  I found it interesting and funny, because I can relate.  I’m pretty sure you can hear crickets on my information page, partially due to laziness, but also, admittedly because I care about what other people think (still working on this!).  I didn’t get all freaked out and over think it as the author apparently did (over analysis causes paralysis).  I just decided that the people who really know me, know me, just as Ms. Beals mentions in her essay.


So the question is then, who are we trying to fool?  What is it about ourselves that we feel we must “look good” to other people, especially to those who we don’t even have ongoing relationships with!?  How exhausting is it to feel the need to be clever, charming, intelligent, funny, cute, sexy, spontaneous, brave and enlightened (or any cocktail of those adjectives) to everyone that looks at your page?  It has been shown to me that when we come to a place where we can accept ourselves fully and completely so will everyone else!  I say this not only to whomever reads this blog, but to myself as well, because I need to be reminded.  Just be, it’s enough.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Old Dogs and New Tricks....

Okay...so I'm blogging!  It's cool to begin something new...to not get stuck in the same old way of being.  That said, here I am at 44 years old and taking an English class with a class full of students where most of them are young enough to be my kids!  By the way...I'm pretty sure I am older than my Professor!  But that's what it's all about, right?  Learning and being willing to grow.  It takes humility sometimes to do it, but what a payoff, I get to blog!   

Now on to my assignment!  I chose the following advertisement because I felt represented fun, confidence, beauty and individuality.  Basically, this ad represents what many young adults (and most, if not all American's) really want and that is to be happy and have fun without feeling insecure. 

Secretfinal
Another message, which is printed right on the packaging is that you use this product "because you're hot".  In this ad, the word "hot", in my opinion is used to describe not only body temperature, but beauty and sexyness.  Perhaps if you use this product, you too are hot.